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ANYTHING WE SAY, THINK, OR DO CAN AND WILL BE USED AGAINST US
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, August 8, 2024 – Just a timely reminder that God sees everything. He also hears everything and knows our every thought. There’s nowhere to hide from God: He’s all-knowing, all the time.
There’s another layer of surveillance that most people don’t like to think about, let alone talk about (and I include born-again believers in the “most people” designation here). This secondary surveillance layer has some restrictions but still sees most of what you do and hears most of what you say. Your thoughts, however, are off-limits (for now). This secondary layer is the fallen entities assigned to you.
We all have them. Even born-again believers have them. Jesus had battalions of them following him around, harassing him, outing him as the Holy One of God, and generally making a nuisance of themselves trying to trip him up. Even Satan himself made occasional cameo appearances in Jesus’ earthly life. Thank God, none of them ever found so much as a speck of dirt on Jesus, but the entities following us around have a much higher success rate. That just goes with the territory of our not being Jesus.
Unlike Jesus, we all fail some of our tests and temptations. We all let a word or two slip past our lips that we shouldn’t have let slip but chose (for whatever reason) not to stop. Jesus reminded us that we’ll be accountable for those words come Judgement Day, and you wanna bet the unholy contingents trailing us are taking copious notes to be presented at that time. To believe otherwise is not to take Jesus at his word.
I thank God, my Heavenly Father, that I am under his surveillance. His constant presence through his Holy Spirit gives me comfort. I know that at any time I can talk to him and that he hears me and will answer me. I know he is right here, right now, as he is with you. This is a promise given directly to us born-again believers by Jesus. God’s Spirit is our connection between us and God and between us and Jesus, and nothing and no-one can break that connection except God. And God will only break it if we show by our words and thoughts and actions that want to break it.
May none of us ever do that.
I also thank God (or better said, I learned to thank God) for the other layer of surveillance because it keeps me on my spiritual toes. God watches over us with love, guiding us and reminding us of how we need to be. The fallen entities, on the other hand, are constantly looking for a chink in our spiritual armour, a moment of weakness that they can massage into sin and then leverage toward our fall. God permits this layer of malicious surveillance over his children (with, as I mention, some notable restrictions, such as not being able to read our thoughts or to hear our conversations with him), knowing it will make us that much more circumspect in our choice of words and actions.
That’s the theory, anyway. The practice (on our part) takes some doing to get it right.
As I mentioned at the outset, this is a reminder that we’re all under surveillance 24/7, and that while God’s surveillance is done lovingly and with good intent, the other surveillance is not. We need to be aware not only of the layers and levels of surveillance, but also in the crucial differences between them. God only should we fear (with zero exceptions), but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t be aware (and wary) of what the unholy entities are up to and the kind of dirt they may or may not have on us. God doesn’t want us to be naïve about this but to understand it as a spiritual fact of life and to deal with it accordingly. A rankling conscience signifies the need for repentance, and repentance should never be delayed.
A third artificial level of near-constant surveillance has grown up over the past few decades that involves digital technology. For quality, it trails at a significant distance behind the other two surveillance layers and is more opportunistic than benevolent or malicious, but still, it’s there, and we should be aware of it.
Technology, as a tool, can never be good or evil: It simply exists. How the technology is applied determines whether its use is for good or for evil. Unfortunately, most of the technology being applied today is more the intrusive, snitching, and exploitative variety, clearly demonstrating which layer of spiritual surveillance is behind its inspiration and privacy-defying application.
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The tl;dr of this article is to be aware of the constant surveillance, but not to be paranoid about it. Cling to God and heed his advice, even if it doesn’t make sense to you at the time or is the polar opposite of what you feel like doing. Know that your prayer time with God (which should be all the time) is just between you and him and that your thoughts are also only shared with God. The constant presence of God is meant to be a comfort (Jesus promised us he would send the Comforter), so receive it as such. As for the other two layers of surveillance, be aware of them and maybe even be grateful for them, “for we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.”
NOAH’S NEIGHBOURS AND THE ELEPHANTS IN THE ROOM
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, August 7, 2024 – During the long slow decline of Judaism, in the years between the rebuilding of Jerusalem after the Babylonian exile and the coming of Jesus the Christ, the enemies of the children of Israel would get elephants drunk, poke their feet with sticks to enrage them, and then send them rampaging into Jewish towns and villages, trailed by enemy soldiers. These “war elephants” were styled after those used by Hannibal in his battles against the Romans and were considered a superweapon for their sheer size and weight alone. Not meaning to kill, the otherwise docile giants couldn’t help but cause death and destruction in their drunken fury. Tolkien’s mumakils are based on these beasts.
The human capacity to twist the natural use of God’s creation into unnatural and evil purposes seemingly has no bounds, which is why God on occasion issues a Time Out. These may take the form of a flood or world-wide war or genocidal event whose intent is to reset human desire back to basic survival mode. Ravaged by destructive forces, the blood-thirsty quickly devolve into the just plain thirsty who spend their days looking for potable water and scraps of food rather than plotting revenge. The famished, sick, and freezing, as both Hannibal and Hitler found out too late, make for poor soldiers.
If the current level of excessive twisting of God’s creation is any indication, we’re long overdue for a Time Out. Perhaps we’re already in the midst of one, but instead of a flood of water, it’s a flood of euphemistically labeled “newcomers” pouring over the borders of former Christian nations; instead of a declared war, it’s an invasion of military-aged males with military-grade experience masquerading as asylum seekers.
But have no doubt, we’ve earned these interlopers. They’re a reward, not a test or imposition: a reward. We collectively had them coming after we consistently, resolutely, and proudly turned away from God and embraced the ungodly. Given free reign to choose, we showed by our choices that we wanted a world without God, and he’s now in the process of giving it to us.
There are now so many drunken rampaging elephants in the room, it’s impossible to ignore them let alone avoid them. We see them coming but are warned to unsee them; we try to unsee them but succeed only at seeing them all the more. We are by turns drowning and being trampled, with no safe haven but under the shadow of God’s Hand.
And so we scurry under here and crouch, panting and wounded. We dare not venture beyond these confines, even after our breathing has calmed and our bleeding has stopped. Here is where we need to stay, aware of the carnage happening all around us but just as aware that we can do nothing to stop it. Earned rewards cannot be stopped, though they can be mitigated while there’s still time.
Is there still time? Can the floods be rerouted and the elephants made docile again? Can we lure these great beasts out of the room and back into the jungles where they belong? Is there still time to mitigate the damage and recalculate our rewards, or is it already too late?
How much time did Sodom have?
How much time did Noah’s neighbours have?
Is this a Time Out or a Time’s Up?
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I see and am commanded (not by God) to unsee, but I only take my Commands from God.
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A PALE HORSE
What the world says:
The rider emerged from the river on a dappled grey horse at the Trocadero at the base of the iconic and resplendent Eiffel Tower. A parade of flag bearers from all countries assembled behind the rider as they walked together through the streets of Paris to raise the Olympic flag and sing the Olympic anthem.
It was magnificent and humbling.
What the Bible says:
And I looked, and behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him.
WHEN BLASPHEMY COMES CALLING
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, July 28, 2024 – In light of what’s been going on at the 2024 Olympic games in Paris, just a timely reminder that Jesus told his followers to be offended in nothing.
He also taught us to love our enemies.
Paul cautioned us to repay evil with good, which is another way of saying to love your enemies.
Outrage and finger-pointing only fuel the hatred, piling hate on hate, which is precisely what the devil wants us to do and expects us to do. Outrage is what the devil is aiming for with his provocations: Don’t give into him.
How the world and the worldly church respond to evil is their business, but we’ve been taught differently. As followers of Jesus, we’re to be offended in nothing and to love our enemies by praying for them, wishing them well, and blessing them in any way we can.
That is our calling as born-again believers and our sacred duty as children of God.
Repaying evil with good and hate with love is also the highest form of spiritual warfare, but it can only be done with God’s help. If you’re struggling to love your enemies (and make no mistake; they are your enemies), ask God to help you. Moses repeatedly fell on his face before God, begging him to forgive the sins of his people. Jesus said of those crucifying him: “Forgive them, Father, they know not what they do.” We need to do the same.
God will judge both the quick and the dead; we’re not to judge. God will deal with our enemies in his time and in his way, just as he deals with each one of us. In the meantime, we’re to love and pray for our enemies without question and without caring what the world (or the worldly church) thinks of us. Where they see weakness and foolishness, God sees strength and righteousness.
We are to repay evil with good; as for blasphemy, we’re to respond with prayer and a kind word.
That’s our job as God’s ministers.
Just a timely reminder.
ON THE GREAT TRIBULATION AND DRAWING LINES
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, July 27, 2024 – God is good at drawing lines. He does it all the time. He drew a line between the children of Abraham and everyone else, and then between the children of Israel and everyone else. Prior to that, he drew a line between what was acceptable in the Garden of Eden and what wasn’t, and what wasn’t acceptable in the Garden was unceremoniously expelled. A similar line was drawn between the pre-Flood and post-Flood eras, and between pre-Sodom and post-Sodom (that is, Sodom and no Sodom, respectively).
Then there’s the biggest line God’s drawn thus far, which is the line between everything before Jesus and everything since Jesus, which we know as the Old Testament and New Testament times or the dividing of time into BC and AD. Shortly after that line was drawn, the second temple was destroyed and all of Judaism with it.
I mention lines because there’s a big one in the offing, again to be drawn by God. I’m talking about the line between the end of the pre-tribulation era (what Jesus called the “beginning of sorrows”) and the start of the Great Tribulation. It’s mentioned in the book of Daniel and in the book of Joel. Jesus also talked about it in the Gospels, as did John in his book of Revelation. That line, when it’s drawn, will be the penultimate line. The final line will herald God’s Judgement on the world and its complete annihilation.
But that line – the final one – may still be a long time coming. Only God knows when it will be drawn. The line I want to talk about now is the one that comes before that line, the one that divides the beginning of sorrows from the Great Tribulation, because when that line is drawn, there’ll be no more conversions.
As born-again believers, we need to be aware of when there’ll be no more conversions, as it will be a pivotal point in the evolution of our Church. It will change how we interface with the world and with each other. The Church proper began with the conversion of the disciples on the morning of Pentecost, ten days after Jesus’ ascension. That was the first time that God’s Holy Spirit was given to believers upon rebirth as a constant indwelling presence. And just as suddenly, unexpectedly, and definitively, God’s Holy Spirit will one day cease to be given, and only those who already have God’s Spirit will retain God’s Spirit. Everyone else will retain one or more of the various fallen spirits of the world.
I have not made a secret of my wanting to go home at God’s earliest possible convenience. In that, I’m like Jesus when he said to his disciples: “How long shall I be with you? How long shall I suffer you?”, only you’re not my disciples and I don’t mean you personally. I just mean I want to go home as badly as Jesus did. I want to go home not only because of what God’s shown me awaits me in Heaven, but because of the horrors that will be unleashed on Earth once God draws that penultimate line between the beginning of sorrows and the Great Tribulation, and there are no more conversions.
Jesus talks about that time as the worst that’s ever been or ever will be. John in Revelation provides a few more details, none of which would make me want to prolong my stay, if I were still here. After each of the horrors is unleashed, the unbelieving survivors, instead of repenting and turning back to God, curse him instead, as if Job’s wife were hissing in their ears, egging them on. But the few believers who do remain will have to be like Job, ever faithful in their suffering and not giving into the temptation to just “curse God, and die”.
There’s a false teaching that’s gained steady traction over the years regarding conversions that will be made throughout the Great Tribulation period, right up until the time that Jesus comes back for his Church. These conversions will not happen because there will be no more conversions after the start of the Great Tribulation. There will be believers, but no new believers, and the Church will continue to dwindle in size, likely all the way down to or below the original number that it was on the day of Pentecost, which was somewhere in the vicinity of 3,000 souls. When Jesus asked: “When the son of man returns, will he find faith on earth?”, he meant for us to seriously consider the implications of that question.
Nowhere in the book of Revelation does it say that anyone repents after the seventh seal is opened and the first trumpet is blown. Nowhere in Jesus’ narratives in any of the Gospels regarding the time of what Jesus calls “great tribulation” does he mention conversions. What he does talk about is the necessity for believers to patiently endure to the end. What he does mention is the proliferation of highly seductive false teachers and false messiahs, implying an accompanying proliferation of highly convincing false conversions and false proselytizing, all leading to an end-times globalized false church.
We’re already, as a Church, neck-deep in false teachers, false messiahs, and false converts. In fact, the entire worldly church, which sprang up like a weed around the True Branch probably the very next day after the Church was planted at Pentecost, is premised on false teachings and false conversions. These, 300 years later, were supercharged into overdrive by the pagan Constantine, when he founded what eventually grew into a pearl-clutching version of the Holy Roman Empire, renamed the Holy Roman Church and its protestant and orthodox offshoots.
We are safe inside the line God has drawn separating his True Church from the worldly church – the Kingdom from the world – but that doesn’t mean we aren’t exposed to the false church’s seducing lies. God permits us to be exposed even as he protects us behind his firmly drawn line because tests must be conducted and loyalties measured. How else are we to solidify and affirm our place and positions in Heaven? It is not and has never been enough simply to state: “I believe” and then to live our lives indistinguishable from the rest of the world, other than for some strategically placed Christian-themed bling. As the adage goes, “talk is cheap”, which is why tests of faith are necessary.
Jesus makes a very clear distinction between the time he calls the beginning of sorrows and the time he describes as the worst there ever was. These are two very distinct time periods, divided by a line drawn by God himself. In describing these two distinct periods, Jesus cautions us that many will try to convince us that the time of great tribulation has already arrived. He tells us to beware these people and not to follow them or be seduced by their rhetoric. In today’s terms, they’re the breathless “Jesus is coming back soon!” crowd or those who are constantly drawing parallels between world events and the mark of the beast or the rise of the anti-Christ. Not being born-again, they’re inhabited and informed by seducing spirits whose sole purpose is to lure believers away, to mislead and misguide us, and ultimately to humiliate and demoralize us into forsaking God.
When God draws that line between the beginning of sorrows and the Great Tribulation, there will be no more conversions, but there will still be a testing of the remnant Church and a falling away of some. Being sealed by God means you have God’s Spirit within you and are protected by God; it doesn’t mean you have an automatic ticket to Heaven. I wish it did, but it doesn’t. We are vulnerable to losing God’s grace right up until our final breath here, otherwise Jesus wouldn’t have advised us to “endure to the end”. He didn’t say “endure until you’re reborn” or “endure until the first trumpet is blown”, he said “endure to the end”. Our hardest tests will come at the end of our time here on Earth, as they did for Jesus. And then our own line will be drawn, the one that God will draw specially for each of us, his children – the line separating us from this life and the one to come.
But our work here is not yet done. We all need to be reminded of this every now and then, just as we need to be reminded to take a break from our labours every now and then. Jesus took breaks, and so should we. But we should never feel that we can retire from active duty and rest on our laurels. The time for rest is not yet, not for us. We don’t rest here. We’ll rest when we get Home.
I do not want to be here when the Great Tribulation begins. It’s bad enough living through the age of the beginning of sorrows, which the world has been in now for a while. The demons are growing ever bolder with the passage of years, and every passing of a believer is shrinking the size of our Church. We need to be very careful not to take God’s grace and protection for granted, but to assiduously, and with what Paul called “fear and trembling”, treat everyone – not just believers – as we would want to be treated, especially and particularly in our thoughts. This is true spiritual warfare. Jesus said that treating others as we would want to be treated is the summation of Holy scripture. In that, as in everything else, we need to take Jesus at his word.
When the line is drawn and the conversions stop, the hardest of all tests will begin for the remnant of God’s Church still on Earth. Pray, as Jesus urged us, not for a long and prosperous life in the here and now but to endure to the end and to be called Home before that horror show begins.
GENUINE BELIEF IS BASED ON GENUINE REBIRTH
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, July 27, 2024 – When I was born-again from atheism, I believed before I realized I believed. I didn’t listen to arguments either for or against the existence of God or the messiahship of Jesus and then make a conscious decision to believe. I died and came back to life: I died not believing and came back to life believing.
How is this possible?
Belief is only possible through the indwelling of God’s Holy Spirit. There is no other way to genuinely believe than through God’s Spirit. You can say you believe, but unless you’re genuinely born-again, your “belief” is premised on your adopted, adapted, absorbed, and accumulated knowledge, not on belief – that is, your false sense of belief is premised on what you’ve learned, not on what you are.
Genuine spiritual rebirth engenders belief as a (what philosophers call) first principle. Wherever God’s Holy Spirit dwells, there is belief unshakeable because it’s sourced in the presence of God’s Spirit rather than in accumulated human knowledge.
I, as a born-again believer, believe not because I’ve chosen to believe or want to believe or learned to believe, but because I cannot not believe. It is impossible for me, with the presence of God’s Holy Spirit in me (which is the very definition of being born-again), not to believe because I am perceiving my life through the lens of God’s Holy Spirit, and God’s Holy Spirit has no doubt.
Before I believed, that is, before I was born-again, the spirits of the world lived in me and reigned over me, and I perceived my life through their crooked and dirty lenses. At that time, I doubted. In fact, all I did was doubt. I believed in nothing because the spirits of the world are not premised on belief: they’re premised on anti-belief. They cannot believe because they do not and will never (in the truest sense of the word) have the presence of God’s Holy Spirit in them. Without God’s Spirit in them, they cannot believe; they can only doubt. This is why the world, which is full of these doubting spirits, is constantly roiled in chaos.
I write this for born-again believers. You know that your belief is sourced not in your own accumulated knowledge or in a decision of your will but in God’s Holy Spirit indwelling you. You know this spiritual fact more than you know your name, your sex, or your nationality. Your belief is unshakeable because it’s not built on the shifting sands of accumulated knowledge but is an expression of the presence of God’s Holy Spirit in you. This cannot be understood by those who are not born-again because they are not perceiving life through the lens of God’s Spirit; they are perceiving it through the spirits of the world, which by very definition dwell in doubt and cannot believe.
So when Jesus says that you need to believe in him to be saved, he is in fact saying that you need to be born-again to be saved, as there is no genuine belief without genuine rebirth. The genuineness of a rebirth is evidenced by the presence of God’s Holy Spirit in a soul, turning a doubter into a believer.
I believe not because of anything I did or wanted but because of what God did within me.
WHEN THE WORLD PRESSURES US TO SIN
HALIFAX, N.S., July 22, 2024 – Jesus once famously stated that “the Sabbath is made for man, not man for the Sabbath”.
The same could be said of the Commandments.
The Ten Commandments were made for man, not man for the Commandments. God gave us the Ten Commandments not as a burden but as a support, not as a barrier to living as we choose but as a guide to be applied in our everyday lives and especially in moments of temptation and pressure from the world.
As such, the Ten Commandments are a gift, not a curse, and should be cherished and adhered to and applied every day, not just carted out and quoted on certain occasions. They are a gift not only for their invaluable guidance but also because they assure us – with God’s full backing and endorsement – that we never need to compromise, not for anything or anyone, and not under any circumstance.
Pressure to break a Commandment is a temptation that we should never give into because we don’t have to give into it. That assurance is writ in stone by the very hand of God.
I read an article this morning on mainstream Canadian media about ordained Christian ministers getting involved in the state-sanctioned and state-enabled suicide ritual known as “MAID” (medical assistance in dying). When I say “involved”, I mean their presence was requested by the patient or the patient’s family for spiritual support during the suicide ritual.
For clarification purposes, genuinely spiritually supporting someone who is actively and unrepentantly committing suicide means doing everything you can to persuade that person not to commit suicide. Anything else is aiding, abetting, (and worse) condoning sin, which is not something a Christian minister should be doing. Suicide is self-murder, and the Commandment forbids murder of oneself or others. This Commandment is as clear-cut as every other Commandment. MAID is murder, not just suicide, and everyone who signs off on it or is present during the murder/suicide and doesn’t try to persuade the person not to commit suicide is guilty of murder.
Even so, how those who reject God and his Commandments perceive MAID is not our business. It is not our business, as born-again believers and citizens of God’s Kingdom, to impose our views on the world. Jesus never imposed his views on the world, but he also never cowed from stating his opinions on any matter when asked. We, his followers, should follow his example in this as in all things.
Jesus also told us that the world is under the administrative authority of Satan, as directed and sanctioned by God, so we’re not to intervene in the laws the world passes. They are worldly laws that have nothing to do with us and frankly we need to mind our own business when it comes to the passing and upholding of these laws. We should be aware of them, yes, but not try to strike them down or petition against them. State our opinion on the matter? Certainly, when requested or directed by God. But otherwise, we should let the world be.
Worldly laws (like MAID) exist because God has permitted them to exist, in the same way he permitted Moses to introduce bills of divorce – because people are so hard-hearted against God and his Commandments. Laws like MAID and divorce are not meant for children of God – that is, those who are reborn of God’s Holy Spirit. Laws like MAID and divorce are meant for those who are children of Satan – that is, those who are not reborn of God’s Spirit and instead have the spirit(s) of the world in them. This, sadly, includes most ordained Christian ministers these days.
If someone asks your support or presence during a planned breaking of a Commandment, you respectfully refuse to give your support or to be present. That is your duty and your right as a born-again believer. Or you can agree to be present, but only with the expressed intent to intervene – through persuasion and prayer only – to prevent the Commandment from being broken. You never, under any circumstance, condone the act of breaking of a Commandment, but you also should never attempt to force compliance with a Commandment or threaten someone into compliance. Jesus never did.
The freedom of an individual’s will is unconditional in this realm, and we need to respect people’s right to choose as much as God respects their right to choose, which is unconditionally. Still, if we’re requested to attend a planned breaking of a Commandment, we need to state our position on the matter unequivocally and unapologetically. We should never, and I repeat NEVER, be knowingly complicit in the breaking of a Commandment just because we’re asked to do so, whether in our role as a minister of God or not. If we knowingly choose to willingly lend our support in the breaking of a Commandment, the spiritual blowback on us will be enormous and may even result in our eternal damnation.
This is how important the Commandments are but also how important it is that we honor people’s free will. Pray for those whose stated plan is to break a Commandment, but also keep in mind that being present during the planned breaking of the Commandment – other than in an openly adversarial role – is support for the breaking. That is a spiritual fact.
The Commandments are a gift from God that we need to apply every day in our lives. The world may tempt us or pressure us into breaking them, but we can stand firm in the knowledge that we have God’s full backing to uphold the Commandments under every circumstance, regardless of the worldly consequences.
I would rather be punished by the world for upholding the Commandments than punished by God for breaking them.
ON ZOMBIE SINS AND THE GREATEST SEDUCTION
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, July 1, 2024 – Jesus was a man before he was a eunuch for the Kingdom of Heaven’s sake, and a carpenter before he was the Messiah, and the brother of his siblings before he was our brother, and the son of Mary and Joseph before he was the Son of God. That’s not to say he wasn’t a man while he was a eunuch and a eunuch while he was a man; that’s just to say that before the signal was given and the switch was flicked, one took precedence over the other, though both realities co-existed in the one body and soul of Jesus throughout his time on Earth.
We, too, as born-again believers, were also men or women before becoming spiritual eunuchs, and labourers in some field before becoming ministers of God, and the brother or sister of our siblings before becoming Jesus’ brethren, and sons and daughters of our parents before becoming children of God. In these things, we are like Jesus; in these things, we follow our leader, as he said we would. And yet, underneath, we’re still men or women, labourers in some field, siblings of our siblings, and children of our parents. Those realities don’t change, though the other reality – the spiritual reality – takes precedence since our rebirth.
But in one thing we differ from Jesus, and that is that we were all born with the spirit of the world and were guided and informed by the spirit of the world before becoming born-again and receiving the Spirit of God. Jesus never had the spirit of the world in him; he had only God’s Holy Spirit from the get-go, from the moment of his conception. In this he differed from us, but in all the other things, he was the same.
The spirit of the world and the Spirit of God cannot co-exist in the same body and soul. When one goes in, the other goes out.
Scripture tells us that Jesus was tempted in all things, as we are. A temptation is exterior from us, body and soul. It is a lure and a bait, aiming to catch us, usually unawares; aiming to seduce us. Seductions can come from God or from the devil. When I was still a slave to sin, I was lured by God and seduced by God and that’s how I became born-again. It is the greatest of all seductions to say “Yes” to God for the very first time. If you’re genuinely born-again, you, too, were lured and seduced by God, so you know what I’m talking about.
Jesus was tempted in all things. We know of the temptations he had in the desert, but they didn’t stop there. He was tempted right up until the instant when his soul left his body, as we will be. He was tempted while he was awake and he was tempted in dreams.
God permits us to be tempted of the devil. This is a great comfort to me, knowing that God permits these temptations, because I also know that if God permits them, he’ll give me the strength and the means, through his Holy Spirit, to withstand the temptations, whether I’m awake or asleep. We should never fear temptation; we should never bring it on to us (or to others) or entertain it, but we shouldn’t fear it. Temptations are tests that, when successfully passed, take us up higher in the Kingdom.
Never having had the spirit of the world in him, Jesus had no sin, and he remained that way throughout his time on Earth. That is to say, he had no memory of sin because he never sinned. We, on the other hand, had to be purged of our sin at our rebirth, though we remember it still and at times it seemingly comes back to life to haunt us, that is to tempt us. Like a zombie sin, it reanimates and rises up, usually in dreams, borne of our memories. It is not real sin but the memory of sin, though it can still very much catch us and bite us and drag us down.
We need to be careful of the zombie sins because they are the most powerful of all the seductions, next to God’s. The rose-tinted memory of what we once had is stronger than the desire for what we never had, which is why God had to lure us to him in the way that only God can, as only God knows everything about us. We continue, even now, to be lured by God and tempted of the devil, being children of God while also still children of our parents.
This will continue until we arrive Home.
SCATTERED
HALIFAX, Nova Scotia, June 21, 2024 – We’re scattered now, scattered each to his own place.
Scripture says it will be given to him to scatter the power of the holy people, and so it has, so he has. We no longer live in communal settings like the early Church, or in convents and monasteries like the later worldly church; we live alone, aware there are others like us but not knowing who they are or where they are, only knowing that they are, and that they’re here.
Still here.
Scattered, but still here.
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I’m still here. Twenty-five years into my rebirth (and counting), I’m still here, protected under God like a restless chick under the proverbial hen’s wing. Without God’s 24/7 protection I wouldn’t be here; none of us would be. The devil doesn’t come to us waving a pitchfork, with horns sprouting from his head; he sidles up to us sweet-smelling and smooth-talking and offering us a hand up or a hand-out when we need it most, but only if we’ll agree to this one little thing….
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We’re scattered now, scattered but not broken. It’s possible for kingdoms to continue broken for a time before the final breakdown, like a car cruising on fumes when the gas gauge is on “E”. Jerusalem cruised on “E” for a few more decades after Jesus’ resurrection. But we, in the Kingdom, are not on “E”. We’ll never be on “E”. The Kingdom is a strong as it’s ever been, though there are considerably fewer born-agains in it now. Being fewer, each of us needs to have the faith of 10 or, better still, the faith of 10,000.
Those mountains aren’t going to move themselves.
Elijah stood alone against hundreds of the devil’s prophets, defeating them all (though it wasn’t Elijah who defeated them but God working through him, just like it’s not us moving the mountains but God’s Spirit moving them through us).
Every day is moving day in the Kingdom of God.
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We need to think of Saul, King Saul, and how he thought he had it all, until he didn’t. He lost what he’d been given because he didn’t understand the importance of obeying God. Saul thought his way was at times the better way, but that’s not how it works with God. If God tells you to do something, you do it; if he tells you not to do something, you don’t do it. Easy-peasy, right? So simple, even a two-year-child can understand it.
Then why couldn’t King Saul?
Humbling yourself under the mighty hand of God is sometimes easier said than done. Sometimes, the spiritual fog is so thick, you can’t see the way forward and so take matters into your own hands, even if it means directly disobeying God. This course of action never ends well. There is never a time when you disobey a direct command of God and it turns out well for you. Show me one example in scripture of that happening. You can’t, because there is none.
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Louisiana has made it mandatory for all classrooms to display the Ten Commandments on the wall, and other states are indicating they’ll soon follow. This may sound like a win, but what can the people then use as a cloak for their sin if they know the Commandments and then break them with impunity? Because Western civilization is all about breaking the Commandments with impunity and with the blessings of society and the state. Heck, even self-professed Christians break the Commandments daily, the main one being honoring their mother and father.
The only one who benefits from people knowing the Ten Commandments and yet choosing to break them is the devil.
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We’re in the days of Noah and have been for some time. There are now billions of Sauls running around on “E”, kings of their own castles taking matters into their own hands, knowing what’s right but instead choosing what seems expedient at the time. The Ten Commandments on the wall will only make things worse for them. You cannot preach the Word to those who don’t want to hear it. Jesus never preached to the bored. You can wallpaper the entire world with the Ten Commandments, but if people don’t want to follow them, there’s nothing to be done.
God respects everyone’s free will and so should we.
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We born-again believers have the Ten Commandments graven on our heart, so we have no excuse for not following them. But we didn’t learn to love the Commandments and then learn to love God. No. We weren’t force-fed the Commandments and then told at gunpoint to love God. No. We were born-again and loved God like a newborn loves its mother, and in so doing loved his Commandments. First comes rebirth and then the love of God and his Commandments, and none of this is forced on us. We obey God because we love God.
Like David, I crave the Commandments and would be lost without them. I thank God for his Commandments. Like David, I too think about them night and day and weigh my thoughts and actions against them. Am I loving God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength, and am I treating others as I’d want to be treated? These are the only questions that matter, really. They may in fact be the only ones asked at The Gate, if any are in fact going to be asked.
It’ll go something like this: “Did you love God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength, and did you show it by treating others as you want to be treated?”
If you heard that today, if you were asked that today standing at The Gate, could you honestly say “Yes”, or is there room for improvement? If you’re still here and reading this, I guarantee you there’s room for improvement. If you’re still here, there’s room for improvement.
Better get it right, because the rest is just noise.









